Name: Kelvin
Age: 21
Loves: My gal, reading, learning, Nursing
Hates: Disloyal ppl, ppl with no honor
A simple guy who has a dream for nursing, wanting to change how it is now to something better. A proud graduate from Ngee Ann Poly School of Health Sciences( nursing )
A guy who loves to tweak around with his computer. Someone who wants to make the world a better place though nursing.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
ironically, this entry is gonna be happy yet sad. oh well
exams are finally over, heard tt results are gonna be out on sep15, see hw it goes from there.
rewind back to 2 weeks ago, i gt my laptop. my auntie decided to get one for me after knowing tt i always nid to borrow from frens if i nid one. its a blessing indeed. talking bout blessings, i feel so blessed by the Lord. been getting more pay more times nw, laptop, somehw or rather able to do nt all but most of the qths during exams even though i studied last min. haha...
hmmm, hwever, my relationships are a total diaster. i agree wif nad tt i did nt open up enough at the start of my friendship wif u all, hwever, i realise and opened up more, if nt by alot but still, i did, hwever, u all dint realise it. maybe this is nt the best place to say it, but i am past caring nw..
i always felt awkward wif u all even though u all dun realise it, hw would u feel if are in a enviroment filled wif guys and u being the onli gal ard? maybe u all would find tt its a big deal, maybe its really nt a big deal, but at times, its really veri awkward..
maybe a few of u dont realise this, but u all seem to onli talk bout ur bfs, nth else, most of the time, the conversations are centred ard them.. its veri....annoying to say the lest of it, yeah i noe i do tease u all bout them, but then i dun always do tt do i? maybe i feel jealous tt u all have a gd relationship and i dun. but it does nt change the fact tt it does nt feel gd 4 me.. 1 of u told me tt its just hw i think, tt ur fren also single but she noe the right one 4 her is out there someday, but tt as u say, is her, nt me. i dun feel tt there is someone out there, i always envy ppl who manage to be together wif someone tt loves them, yet, i alway see/hear them complaining to me bout them. i have nt been in a relationship be4 to noe hw its like, but i do noe tt no differences cannot be solved by communicating. everytime ppl come to me wif relationship probs, i have to be a counselor and listening ear, after a while, i feel like i am been mocked by ppl, like everyone is telling me tt at lest i gt someone to argue wif, i noe its just me tts thinking tt, no one else thinks tt when they call me. but this thought wont go away... at this point of time, i noe tt alot of ppl is most likely feeling angry wif me, angry wif wat i am saying etc etc, well... as i had said, i am past caring. and i already have a course of action i would take..
i have already taken all tt i could, so its game over.. therefore, gd bye
10:21 AM
